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revelations of the self

Sun Feb 17, 2008, 4:27 AM
I was thinking about things last night and I've come to the conclusion that i'm slowly becoming "dead" inside.

Its been so long since i honestly felt completely happy that i think i may have completely forgotten what it feels like. This isn't to say i'm depressed, just that i doubt i will be truly happy for a long time.

It also makes it fucking impossible to find happiness in others. Whenever people ( mainly girls) get close i just end up feeling nothing but indifference. Or worse, you get a situation like I'm in now where i feel I'm getting close to someone i really shouldn't :-(

I dont like being this cold :-(...i want to be happy like i once was..but alas she robbed me of that :-(

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: save yourself- sense field
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: msn and frets on fire
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: hobgoblin ale

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  • Current Residence: Derby
  • Interests: Anime, Heavy Metal, Inventing,
  • Favourite movie: Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: anything last fm plays me!
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal
  • Favourite artist: there are many
  • Favourite poet or writer: iann banks
  • Favourite photographer: dunno
  • Favourite style of art: Anime / Manga
  • Operating System: UBUNTU!!!!!
  • MP3 player of choice: my sumvision mp4....its not flashy but does the job
  • Shell of choice: i misread this as "smell of choice hehe" my smell of choice is burning turf in ireland
  • Wallpaper of choice: Prince of Persia the two thrones
  • Favourite game: Stratagy games and open source games ( mount and blade is pretty decent)
  • Favourite gaming platform: gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Vincent Valentine
  • Tools of the Trade: Google Sketchup, the GIMP

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:iconrobotech1984:
=robotech1984 Feb 28, 2008, 1:30:06 PM
welcome to DA

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~Lightning-Mage Dec 13, 2007, 1:51:21 PM
helooooooooo!
:hug:

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so true, so true...
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~SlightlyMetaphysical Dec 8, 2007, 4:17:42 AM
Hello, Richard. Welcome to deviantart.

:manhug:

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~LithiumAlchemist Dec 5, 2007, 9:44:55 AM
HEY!!!
:glomp:
Thanks for the faves!
iLy
ImzXxX

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